Me getting changed in the metro like a drunk slut ;)

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Me contributing to Movember ;)

Moving on..

So I got dumped yo :p

I have no hard feelings against him. He wasn’t feeling it. There was something missing and he didn’t wanna lead me on. That’s his right to feel that way, I can’t change it. So it ended amicably. I probably won’t be friends friends with him. I actually did substantially like him and for me to move on it’d be just easier to cut ties. 

Although it wasn’t a long “dating relationship” I did really enjoy my time with him. I opened up and grew as a person. I don’t trust easily in relationships, it’s hard for me to pour myself into someone. He said he was feeling it 85% with us, and to be honest I wasn’t even there. That’s possibly why he felt a disconnect, but it just takes me a while when it comes to boys. It takes time for me to open up emotionally. Which is why I date first before jumping into a relationship. As long as you feel something for someone, you like them, can trust them, have chemistry, I generally feel like it’s worth waiting to see where it goes.

But it didn’t happen with him, and life goes on. I’ll move on.

I surprisingly let myself miss him more than I thought I would. Getting used to not have the small things like having someone to text my thoughts all the time to, look forward to seeing, share ideas with. 

What this experience did teach me though was that it made me realize how much happier I am in a “relationship” compared to having random sex all the time. Like don’t get me wrong I do enjoying being sexually active and having loads of sex. But it doesn’t come close.

I will be needing a break from boys.

Back to slut-mode! <3

I’m off to bed. Haven’t posted a cam pic in ages :) night <3

Finally trimmed the hedges ;) off to a water park! (Taken with Instagram)

Reply: My reasons for giving up Alcohol and Sex.

Drinking: I have a family history of alcoholism (my grandma and uncle) so I’ve always been conscious of my alcohol consumption. My mother was somewhat affected having to deal with that growing up. The past few weeks/months I’ve been having a bunch of lows and I’ve been partying/drinking more. I noticed that I was starting to drink to drink rather than to just have fun. I also was drinking/getting drunk and having random sex at the same time, which can lead to dangerous situations/doing things I’d regret. Those two things (and that alcohol costs $$$$) made me decide that I’d go clean/sober for the foreseeable future.

Sex: I’m a super horny guy. I have no slut shame. I am super pro sexuality and therefore am super open about getting off when you want to/need to. I was super late in losing my virginity so I had a lot of catching up to do.. and I did ;P

But sex is temporary. What I honestly want in life is a boyfriend (husband in the future). I’ve never had a long term relationship, longest I’ve ever had was just months. I need to get off my ass more and go date and not just look for easy fixes and look for a quick fuck. Everyone says this but I honestly just want to cuddle and be in the arms of a cute nice guy. I recently have been staying over at an exes and have been doing just that. It made me realize how much I missed just being with someone and and how much better it was than a fucking orgasm.

So I’m taking a break for penetrative sex until I find myself a boyfriend/guy I’m dating :P but like I said I’m a super horny slut!! My best friend who knows me the most gives me a month. 

It’s Sunday ;) #aussiebum (Taken with Instagram)

Hotel Realness. #TorontoPride (Taken with Instagram)

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kcalron:

Roses are red.

fuck why are the most beautiful ones so far away?

awww ^-^ <33

Off to Church. #gay #dressed4success #homosexual #gayboy #slut (Taken with instagram)

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