you’re so beautiful <3
White stuff everywhere! In my face.
Saying goodbye to my movemeber stache <3
Me contributing to Movember ;)
It’s been over two weeks now that we’ve been dating. We’ve been on 6 dates (another time, making 7 wasn’t really a date.. I just surprised him at his place and we fooled around). I’ve stayed over at his place 4 times. Things are honestly looking really good :)
We have amazing communication. We’re consistently on the same page. And I really like him. I’m really looking forward to getting to know him more. So far it doesn’t seem like there’s any major reasons why this’ll end anytime soon.
I’m meeting his friends this Saturday. They’re doing an “alcohol potluck,” which should be interesting. I’m gonna be drinking for the first time after being sober for 11 weeks XD but not too worried about his friends. His roommate likes me. And his best friend, who I briefly met on the first date (when I went back to his place), she supposedly likes me as well. So not stressed about meeting them. More like excited.
Anywho, I’ll give another update next weekend :] let’s just say I’m really happy right now in my life <3
COLOR ME RAD!! Post-run with my besties with testies !! (Taken with Instagram at Stade olympique)
Friday night I had a first date with this american boy. We met up at starbucks, then went to a resto, then it started raining so we chilled at his place and I stayed over. We didn’t have sex but we had loads of fun the whole night :)
He’s a bit younger than me. But he’s in uni also studying psych, we have a lot of similar interests, and values. He doesn’t smoke and doesn’t smoke weed anymore so that’s good. He’s from the south so that’s interesting, you hear about southern values and then do seem very present in everything he is which is weird but nice. Unfortunately he does come with that American lack of style/fashion that seems to permeate over there jajajajaa. But that’s fixable lol.
So far I really like him. We text all day long. I feel connected with him and there seems to be good chemistry so far.
I’m seeing him again tonight. We’re gonna go see Finding Nemo in 3D, my 2nd favourite movie of all time. So I’m sure I’m gonna have another lovely night :D
Things are looking good so far!
Finally trimmed the hedges ;) off to a water park! (Taken with Instagram)
So my chest hair is starting to get a little fuller :P (Taken with Instagram)
Drinking: I have a family history of alcoholism (my grandma and uncle) so I’ve always been conscious of my alcohol consumption. My mother was somewhat affected having to deal with that growing up. The past few weeks/months I’ve been having a bunch of lows and I’ve been partying/drinking more. I noticed that I was starting to drink to drink rather than to just have fun. I also was drinking/getting drunk and having random sex at the same time, which can lead to dangerous situations/doing things I’d regret. Those two things (and that alcohol costs $$$$) made me decide that I’d go clean/sober for the foreseeable future.
Sex: I’m a super horny guy. I have no slut shame. I am super pro sexuality and therefore am super open about getting off when you want to/need to. I was super late in losing my virginity so I had a lot of catching up to do.. and I did ;P
But sex is temporary. What I honestly want in life is a boyfriend (husband in the future). I’ve never had a long term relationship, longest I’ve ever had was just months. I need to get off my ass more and go date and not just look for easy fixes and look for a quick fuck. Everyone says this but I honestly just want to cuddle and be in the arms of a cute nice guy. I recently have been staying over at an exes and have been doing just that. It made me realize how much I missed just being with someone and and how much better it was than a fucking orgasm.
So I’m taking a break for penetrative sex until I find myself a boyfriend/guy I’m dating :P but like I said I’m a super horny slut!! My best friend who knows me the most gives me a month.
It’s Sunday ;) #aussiebum (Taken with Instagram)
glad you guys enjoyed my slutty hotel pic while I was away ;P
Hotel Realness. #TorontoPride (Taken with Instagram)